Ruins of Kane's Kingdom

 

 

   

 

I'm so tired , but is there anybody knows ?

I think not .

I know that I always be with my shadow .

I don't think about more .

 

Wot's my wishes for 2009 ?

 

 

 

 

  

 

Today is 1st , Dec , 2008

The first day of the last month of 2008

It's time to think about more of the next year what shoul I do .

Stay here this fuckin' hell or fly away ?

If I wanna fly away , what should I need , and how could I do ?

 

  

 

 

That day I had been assigned a temporary task ... design a pomotion pop

And I ate a lovely egg before that ... so , as you see ...

The idea of that design is ...

 

    

 

  

 

 

 

 

You can't imagine the efforts & my presures .

What I lost , what I did ...

 

 

 

To my brother ：

 

每天都會喝到白開水

每天都能夠看見天空

每天都可以呼吸空氣

我們一直在一起

但是，

原來我與你從來沒有一張合照。。。

如果你噩夢中的主角是我，我也希望能夠再打多幾個電話，其中一定有你

 

      

 

 

 The wall not only in Berlin , but in everyone's heart in the cold cities .

 

 

 

 

Now , a guitarist could become a super model .

And , not all of whom dress in CKJ are charming like him .

 

 

 

What's the matter ? The financial storm is the great true " time machine" ?

                                                                               - 1929~1939 . US.

 

 

 

 

 Everyday when I open my eyes I hope it's just in the nightmare .

 

    

 

 

 

   

 

 

Wander around the street which in Berlin ,

the black subway , the white dove , the grey sky ,

suddently there appeared a scarlet forbidden logo into view ...

All of these , each breath was reeked with the sadness feeling .

It's the image of Dior Homme .

Although they changed the designer , but they still  be what they used to be .

Thin , decadent , punk , sad , pale , morbidity ...

 

I'm so enjoy the afflatus of that .

But I'm sure this style can't be happened on my own , just like as I like Goths .

Enjoy Sth. is one thing .

But action is the other thing .

 

   

 

I'm sure I could fly away one day .

      Mr.Saturday is a little black cat which on the tramp . The name is christened by me , although I don't know if he like it .

      I think that you can't imagine the situation when I saw him at the first time . There's a dark night , a black cat showed his teeth & bloodcurdling eyes for me , then he moved with a slow steps towards my position . He had the devil's face no matter how to look . I'll make a bet that at least 95% people which see this imagine should step along or turn him out , especially the Christianity . But ... I didn't . And I let him to shrink in my knees to get the warmth .

      It's the first time which we meet . I know black cat is a mysterious animal that the witches feed them as the pets . When I shake my hands , he will follow me , when I say goodbye , he will do it too . What a surprise it was .

      The last time when I saw him was in the last weekend . He was finding food in the garbage with the lonely shadow . When I saw the view of his back I suddenly know why him never fear people ... coz people was afraid of his evil appearance . But ... in fact , when you close to him you will find that he has a such handsome face that you can imagine . I raked over my bag , and opened a package of chocolate . Then fed a piece of it to him . He said thanks to me . I moved my tired lips to say byebye . When I got home I ate off the rest of the chocolate . With accidentally , I found that any words in the wrapping paper " One more free ! "

      Dear , it must be a gift that you gave me for my kindness , didn't it ?   :)

      I don't know when did I start to like the cats . I just know cats were the lonely kings in their world . If you wanna hit off well with them that you must treat them as your friends at first no matter who you are . And ... the lonely shadow in the garbage seems like D.K. who wander in the wasteland . Or if they have the same lonely soul ?

     

      I took the free chocolate which you had given me that day & wanna say thanks to you , but I can't found you .

      But , I'm sure that we shuold meet again . 

      :)

 

 

I trust that nothing in the world can take the place of persistence ,

it's impossible to defeat a person who never gives up .

 

 

I know haps and mishaps are the parts of lifes .

But ... maybe the dog-ass days was too long for us .

July , Aus , Sep , Oct ... or it wil last ?

Where is the fuckin' ending ?

I'm so angry but I know I ought to learn how to be patient .

Although I know it would stifle initiative , creativity and overlook other hopes for success .

But , I can't give up b'coz there's no much leeway .

So ... hapless is the lame excuse of the craven for me.

To take responsibility will propel you forward and onward to your greater good .

Is that right , God ?

 

The end of something beautiful

The beginning of something fresh

 

 

 

1858年，《瑷珲条约》，沙俄政府夺去中国清政府黑龙江以北60万平方公里土地。

1860年，《北京条约》，中国将黑龙江以北，乌苏里江以东120万平方公里土地割让给俄国。

1929年，《伯力协定》，中苏因东清铁路问题引起武装冲突，国民政府战败，苏联强占黑瞎子岛。

1964年，中苏就黑瞎子岛归属问题进行第一次谈判，失败告终。

1969年，中苏就黑瞎子岛归属问题进行第二次谈判。同年，中苏在乌苏里江发动珍宝岛战争，苏联战败。

1987年，中苏就黑瞎子岛归属问题进行第三次谈判。

1989年，苏联共产党总书记戈尔巴乔夫访华。

1991年，《中俄国界东段协定》。

1994年，《中俄国界西段协定》。

2001年，《中俄睦邻友好合作条约》。

2004年，《中俄国界东段补充协定》。

2007年，黑瞎子岛国界勘定，界碑竖立。

 

 

 

I change my QQ image today ... a little black cat

I didn't like the cats two years ago

But I like them now 

maybe I found that my behavior was the same as them sometimes ...